All obscure internet references aside - it's amazing how quick your life can change so quickly. One moment you'll be sitting in your room acting as if it was just another day, and then the next thing you know, your dads gone because your mom found out he's been leading a double life years from now.
It's just so mind numbing how things like this can happen. I'd always felt like these things only happen in stories and fiction and stuff like that. But I guess it wouldn't exist in fiction if it weren't for reality, right? Plus, I always feel like it could've been worse; my dad could've been doing this with another man or a 14-year old girl. At least the woman he was curtaining with was around his age. I just hope my dad will be okay.
I feel like I'm doing wrong still by trying to joke about it to myself and keep it quiet from my friends, but I figure it's the best I can do, y'know, considering the only other options I can think of are A) go run after my dad and make it worse on my mom, B) blaming/hating him - which would essentially be like judging him for his character, and that would be unfair to him since he'd never done that to me.
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